i really want your advise i saw how youre happy with your body and im not! nothing fits me as i wish im 135 lbs but my mother keep telling me in obese and she feels disgusted every time she sees me and that i cant do anything right! this makes me feel like shit every time she tells me this kind of stuff the only thing i can do is cut my wrist or scratch my skin because i dont know how to handle this and im a very sentimental person. She blames me for everything wrong in the house
Okay so obviously there is nothing wrong with you.
You weigh about the same amount as me, 135 is no where near obesity.
You mom sounds really fucked up. It sounds like she has a lot of issues and stress or whatever that she is taking out on you. No, you’re not fat, don’t believe the nasty things your mom is saying.
Just stay strong and when you’re old enough to move out, do it. Get out of that toxic environment. Be good to yourself.